The annual broken promises people call Resolutions

I... will blog tomorrow. maybe. im actually packing my bag halfway now. im still not used to my new bedtime... 11-ish argh ><

Metrojaya incident

I really will neva, eva, forget that incident. trauma moment... ahah

But before that, let's go back to before we took off for Mid Valley ya. Woke up everything skip that. Well, me and sis decided to wear green coincidentally. Then when we came out of the room and BAM whadaya know... My parents were all green too! Yea go green! Then my mom had to say "we're cheok hymm fans!". what the fell?! cch if you're reading this ignore it. xD

I was walking with my sis at the shoes section to buy pants. I was pretty blur that time as always. Lights were too bright there maybe (or mine was abit too dim xD) Then after a while i seem to feel different. Like i was missing something. Then i fely my arm was lighter. I looked. I LOST MY HANDBAG!!

"OH MY GAWD." was what i blurted at that moment. my sis thought i saw my classmate or something, cause it's the same reaction. I started wondering around, eyeing everything without focus (what? i was still blur...) I walked around and admitted to my sis, "i lost my bag."

I bet she was fumed since it was HER bag i borrowed. haha. Then my sis told my parents and then we started searching and searching... My sis kept calling my phone. I don't know whether to be lucky it was in there. Else how would i find my bag? =/

A while after and i started to lose hope. Somebody must've taken it by now. I can't believe i left it on the shoe place's bench... stupid stupid! I couldn't even remember when i took off my bag. My phone was in there my wallet was in there the MOVIE TICKETS WERE IN THERE @__@. I was so pissifying myself. I was praying pleading and praying..

Then i saw the staff workers at the corner and wondered why were there so many at 1 place. I looked and i saw my bag on the shoe table!! The lady was answering the call from my sis. I told them it was my bag and caled my sis who was sitting down just 6-7 feet away. haha.

Im still so glad and surprised that i actually found it. I guess God really does help those in need... Thank you so much God!! muax i love you!

Well that's it. Everything in the bag was safe and sound thank God. Again. I managed to watch Princess and the Frog and mom and dad watched Avatar. Parents dating ahah. The movie was superb! It wasn't like those other Disney Princess movies... Something different. And the songs don't matter DREWWW~ i still liked it *sticks tongue out* =P

What wud i be if i never met you?? =D

Nono not him ><

A wise purple dinosaur once sang:-

Friends are special; so important they make the world go round...

Well who knew dinosaurs were so smart~?
I am currently having insomnia cause i just woke up from a nap ^^" gosh im becoming like dad... i wasnt feeling all that swell at the time.

Just wanna thank you Cait for making my day again =D or night?
THANKS CAIT! the advice you gave really made impact 8D

IIIIIIT'S CHRISTMAS!

IT'S CHRISTMAS EVERYBODEH! SO GRAB UR BEARD AND CANDY CANE UNDERPANTS AND LET'S BOOGEH~~~ *boogie*

My day started of normal... Mom went out for a 'girl's night out' (she has more life than me wtf xD) And dad taking a usual night nap (he wakes up for tv marathon at night. yea nocturnal family) Sis on da com, while IM listening to my granddad talk to the tv. Great night.

I still enjoyed it though =) since dad woke up and sis went and open presents wif me. oh the presentsss... <3>

a t-shirt from Jenny jie. Red and says 'true to your heart' =DD
a spongebob pillow from dad! i chose it at the shop xD
a perfume and jigsaw puzzle from Min jie. so awesomee
a jacket from Joyce jie and Faeez kor. i love it so much!!
chocolates from my aunt. there's kinder bueno 8D
and finally, RM250 from my ibubapa!
[EDIT]
a mug from Aunt julie and Uncle Willy =D
a bag oso from my aunt. gold color 8D

Juz wanna THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH for all the wonderful stuff! Now i feel so bad and guilty... i deserve coal >.<

And thanks you guys for all the sms wishes! Don't hav to list them out cause you know it's you ^^
Hope i could wake up early enuf to make breakfast for mah mom and dad... =S
And to those who're going to Singapore, (yea i know alot of you are ==) enjoy your trip!!

*whistles*

Oh yea! Merry Christmas!

Complications

I hate it i hate it i hate it! it always seem to happen. i hate 2009. full of unwanted surprises... i dont want surprises anymore i want expectations! it's better for a life to be boring than filled with miseries. i think.

Aiks im so horrible at plannin outings. i tend to forget which day the outing was suppose to be xD anyways hopefully this wed it's gonna be great... hopefully. *praying praying*

When guilt strikes

Nothing better to do than lie on the sofa, staring blankly at the flickering tv, concentrating on nothing.
And while i was stoning, things; memories, just came. And i realized, i have been 1 friggin horrible friend. =S
I'll just count back the times i've pissed my friends off, or dumped them, or even made them cry O_o Why zoe, why?!

for example, i still remember that time when my friend offered me her ham sandwiches (her fav at that moment) during recess... Hey, we were Standard 2 that time. i thought it would be funny to eat all of it and leave 1 behind. Just for laughs. Yea that was the 1st time i made my friend cry...

here's another example of a bad friend, i remembered i did something that got me in trouble (i think i stole or broke somethin?) my friend since kindies, i sorta put the blame on her. Real bad... like, "she did it not me i din do anything she was holding it" She of course said it wasnt her but every1 believed me instead. 2nd time i made a friend cry =.= i was surprised she ever forgiven me for that ><

yes i did alotta things back in primary school... haha. they may look like small things but it'll haunt you forever @.@ especially whad i did in '09 *shudders*
so that i never repeat the same mistakes again, i need to know how im treating you guys. tell me honestly whether im treating you like old socks cos these things are never realised till they're told right in your face. i learnt that last year... xD

and just to prove i never forgotten my old buds, here's to you:- each doodle represents a person. i drew this 2 years ago on a certain blue pencil shaped bookmark when we had to split. Couldn't upload the picture so a quick doodle in ms paint ^^" i tried making it look like the original as much as i could. Trust me, it looks really close to the original.

Note

From this year, 2009, i learned that things NEVER go according to plan. So it's best not to plan at all...

No update, just a note.