hey ya know...
These pass few days i've been praying alot...
And they're all the same prayer.
Just wanted it to happen so badly...
And it has.
I was so overjoyed that i cried happy-tears for the 1st time... and during koir, whoops Oo
in school today, i kinda met a guy along the way to school. My friends have been talking about him and all their comments was, "that guy is weirdddd!"
But for me, i thought he was pretty nice ^^
Ok, i admit it may be weird for a guy to stand outside the school talking to whoever passes by... But he IS kinda nice. And you gotta admit, everything he says is quite meaninful. He told me somethin about a friend which kinda scared me cause i have NO IDEA how he knows her, let alone how he knows that I KNOW HER. Anyways, what he told me was like... he was answering my prayers. i dunno how he does it. So...
Actually that's all i wanted to blog about.
Da conclusion after all that crapping:- prayer works... believe it =)
(ps. hey joyi if you're readin this, just wanted you to know, it's about you xD)
Friday, April 3, 2009
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Blue bird (by sane)
You looked over at that branch and saw a blue bird. It’s smooth down is still wet and ruffled. Not special, really… It just rained didn’t it? Look closer… You can still see every glistening droplet of water clinging on to the frayed feathers. A drop of liquid rolled down. You laughed at yourself; had you been a second later, you would’ve thought it was crying. You move closer to the poor bird and it still didn’t blink. Those beady black eyes reflect the rainbow in the sky. What an unusual find, you thought as you step away.
The small bird shook its head, droplets flying off. But all the while, keeping a watch over the rainbow. Had it have lips, it would have shown a bitter smile. Like a broken young man with a slim ray of hope in his downcast eyes. The little bird wished he could have sighed. What was up there, above the rainbow? If only I knew…It was too high up, no matter how I flew. I can’t follow my beloved to the place. That place. The one I’ve heard but never seen.
The bird cocked its head to the side. It had just heard a sound. There, whispered the blue bird’s heart, in the bushes. The bird ignored the presence and stared at the vast blue that was the sky. My friends… They have all left without me. Now, all I can do is dream to see them. Maybe someday, I will… Somehow…
You watch as the boy strung his string shot with a pebble. You realize in horror what he was about to do. The bird seemed to be so ignorant of the danger. But it knows, trust me it knows. Some days, I just wish and wish I can see them again. They’ll be there, in the land over the colorful stripes. Yes… I just know it. Where dark clouds can’t touch them, and dangers lie far away. They’re waiting for me.
The boy hesitated for a moment, as the bird looked straight at him with pleading eyes. Do it… Now… He couldn’t understand why the bird didn’t fly away. But soon, he resumed position… The rubber tightened as it was stretched.
If… all my friends… You got up as he took aim.
Made it across that colorful line… You open your mouth, ready to yell.
This way… Then… The boy stuck out his tongue, concentrating.
I’ll go their way to see them… Once more… The bird closed its eyes, ready to welcome the killing shot. Your hand was an inch away from stopping that boy. He released his grasp on the rubber… And you were just a second too late as you watched the bird fall to the ground…
… Like me…
I hope… Whenever you see a blue bird soaring the skies, don’t worry about me. I’ll be there, with my friends… Waiting for you when time and fate calls for… Ready to welcome you home…
End
Hey you know...
I thought my blog was turning too cheery, so i kinda you know, reduced the cheery-ness. ^^
Hope you enjoyed the story. Written by a really talented person... really talented...
The small bird shook its head, droplets flying off. But all the while, keeping a watch over the rainbow. Had it have lips, it would have shown a bitter smile. Like a broken young man with a slim ray of hope in his downcast eyes. The little bird wished he could have sighed. What was up there, above the rainbow? If only I knew…It was too high up, no matter how I flew. I can’t follow my beloved to the place. That place. The one I’ve heard but never seen.
The bird cocked its head to the side. It had just heard a sound. There, whispered the blue bird’s heart, in the bushes. The bird ignored the presence and stared at the vast blue that was the sky. My friends… They have all left without me. Now, all I can do is dream to see them. Maybe someday, I will… Somehow…
You watch as the boy strung his string shot with a pebble. You realize in horror what he was about to do. The bird seemed to be so ignorant of the danger. But it knows, trust me it knows. Some days, I just wish and wish I can see them again. They’ll be there, in the land over the colorful stripes. Yes… I just know it. Where dark clouds can’t touch them, and dangers lie far away. They’re waiting for me.
The boy hesitated for a moment, as the bird looked straight at him with pleading eyes. Do it… Now… He couldn’t understand why the bird didn’t fly away. But soon, he resumed position… The rubber tightened as it was stretched.
If… all my friends… You got up as he took aim.
Made it across that colorful line… You open your mouth, ready to yell.
This way… Then… The boy stuck out his tongue, concentrating.
I’ll go their way to see them… Once more… The bird closed its eyes, ready to welcome the killing shot. Your hand was an inch away from stopping that boy. He released his grasp on the rubber… And you were just a second too late as you watched the bird fall to the ground…
… Like me…
I hope… Whenever you see a blue bird soaring the skies, don’t worry about me. I’ll be there, with my friends… Waiting for you when time and fate calls for… Ready to welcome you home…
End
Hey you know...
I thought my blog was turning too cheery, so i kinda you know, reduced the cheery-ness. ^^
Hope you enjoyed the story. Written by a really talented person... really talented...
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Sounds sooo wrong.... =S
Ok... When i say this... What do you think of?~
-I put my leg on her shoulder. We were doing some activity... I started panting. Faster... and faster... It was so painful... And she laughed cause it looks utterly ridiculous.- lol!
It was pjk la... It was one of those stretching exercises, you know(try to bend your leg to touch your head). and it looked sooo wrong when teacher asked us to do it. Oh yeah, and the panting part, i was suffering from the agony of that frickin exercise... like i busted a gut or something ==
Oh yea.. my face was also turning red somehow... lol! that's why joyi was laughin. i think i would have laughed too if there was a mirror around xD (ps Kat... you were sooo lucky you didn't have to do this...)
Anywayss... pjk was fun actually. It was all about stretching and torture. And ya know what, teacher kept on asking me to do the examples... so i was kinda the first to do the exercise. Wow, i guess shortness has some benefits too =P (ps shortest girl in class here!! lol)
Oh, and nothing wrong or horny was going on ok.... dun think senget ah. haha
-I put my leg on her shoulder. We were doing some activity... I started panting. Faster... and faster... It was so painful... And she laughed cause it looks utterly ridiculous.- lol!
It was pjk la... It was one of those stretching exercises, you know(try to bend your leg to touch your head). and it looked sooo wrong when teacher asked us to do it. Oh yeah, and the panting part, i was suffering from the agony of that frickin exercise... like i busted a gut or something ==
Oh yea.. my face was also turning red somehow... lol! that's why joyi was laughin. i think i would have laughed too if there was a mirror around xD (ps Kat... you were sooo lucky you didn't have to do this...)
Anywayss... pjk was fun actually. It was all about stretching and torture. And ya know what, teacher kept on asking me to do the examples... so i was kinda the first to do the exercise. Wow, i guess shortness has some benefits too =P (ps shortest girl in class here!! lol)
Oh, and nothing wrong or horny was going on ok.... dun think senget ah. haha
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Nut house
That room is fricking stuffy, and hot, and it can make you go crazy. They keep important stuff in there like files and a computer. DARN YOU BILIK KOKO!!
Ya see, me and Joyi were assigned to a job by Cik Fong for God knows why she chose us to do it. I guess because joyi looks smart enough to handle it and i look dumb enough to accept it. Well for 1 thing.. It sucks! btw, our work is to key-in some koko marks for last year's classes. We're not even paid to do it. That's juz sad. It's like a mon-fri kind of thing until we're done wit keying-in all da classes, and 1 class is hard enough tyvm...
Actually i decided to blog bout it today cause this is da most awkward day of the year(so far). I came early to go for koko but, Cik fong asked us to 'work' today so we had to tell our koko teacher and get our butts kicked.. So we went to see teacher and i dunno why, we waited in line for some reason while teacher's lecturing in front. Then i told joyi this is stupid so we went to the front (ps the waiting was awkward).
Then after all that.. blah blah blah, went back to see Cik fong blah blah blah, had to wait for Cik fong to get attendance for ping pong (ps Cik fong is ping pong teacher). And the waiting was so long which makes us look so weird! Then finally teacher gave us the key( i wonder why we nvr asked for the key in the first place).
So off we go~~
Then in there, it was ok at first, but still troublesome. then we finally done with 1 class! Teacher came in, asked us why we did our own way of keying in the marks(which was confusing for me cause teacher told us to do it that way weeks ago =/). Kept quiet about that.. Then teacher showed us HER way of doing it. Which actually didn't work( i dun think she's good at computer stuff xD). So... We continued doing it our way~ lol
ok, the 2nd class was crazy. There were so many weird names we can't help it but laugh. And the way joyi says it is so funny. haha. After a while we started to go gila gila abit la cause we've been doing it for too long i guess =/ It was so funny! (ps joyi was more gila than me ok)
Wow, i wrote too long adi. Anyways, my point is that today was an awkward day and we actually went gila in the koko room so... Today was fun~~ ^^
Ya see, me and Joyi were assigned to a job by Cik Fong for God knows why she chose us to do it. I guess because joyi looks smart enough to handle it and i look dumb enough to accept it. Well for 1 thing.. It sucks! btw, our work is to key-in some koko marks for last year's classes. We're not even paid to do it. That's juz sad. It's like a mon-fri kind of thing until we're done wit keying-in all da classes, and 1 class is hard enough tyvm...
Actually i decided to blog bout it today cause this is da most awkward day of the year(so far). I came early to go for koko but, Cik fong asked us to 'work' today so we had to tell our koko teacher and get our butts kicked.. So we went to see teacher and i dunno why, we waited in line for some reason while teacher's lecturing in front. Then i told joyi this is stupid so we went to the front (ps the waiting was awkward).
Then after all that.. blah blah blah, went back to see Cik fong blah blah blah, had to wait for Cik fong to get attendance for ping pong (ps Cik fong is ping pong teacher). And the waiting was so long which makes us look so weird! Then finally teacher gave us the key( i wonder why we nvr asked for the key in the first place).
So off we go~~
Then in there, it was ok at first, but still troublesome. then we finally done with 1 class! Teacher came in, asked us why we did our own way of keying in the marks(which was confusing for me cause teacher told us to do it that way weeks ago =/). Kept quiet about that.. Then teacher showed us HER way of doing it. Which actually didn't work( i dun think she's good at computer stuff xD). So... We continued doing it our way~ lol
ok, the 2nd class was crazy. There were so many weird names we can't help it but laugh. And the way joyi says it is so funny. haha. After a while we started to go gila gila abit la cause we've been doing it for too long i guess =/ It was so funny! (ps joyi was more gila than me ok)
Wow, i wrote too long adi. Anyways, my point is that today was an awkward day and we actually went gila in the koko room so... Today was fun~~ ^^
Friday, March 20, 2009
Been doing anotha tag somehow 0o
Uh, somehow there seems to be all sorts of tags going around... And this 1 is called...
.::58 Truths::.
001. Real Name
~Zoe Kuek Ian Yi. Awesome eh~ haha
002. Nickname(s) :
~Ian Yi(by everybody),Ducky(by Haritha =.=), Zoe(by most people)
003. DOB :
~4 March 1995 (sheesh this tag is so pushy)
004. Zodiac Sign :
~I don't believe in these things and i think the ppl who made it should go and die
005. Male or Female :
~Female
006. Elementary :
~Uh, is elementary school kindergarden? If it is, then it's Da Salvation Army
007. Middle School :
~ SKSI!!! (btw, sports day is on 28 March 2009. Better be there~)
008. High School :
~SMK Seri Saujana. Averagely ok with being there for the moment.
009. College :
~Dunno yet. No plans!
010. Hair Colour :
~Brack/blown
011. Long or Short :
~Considered long
012. Loud or Quiet :
~Im normally loud when im with ppl i know very well. Quiet when I dunno what they're talking about
013. Sweats or Jeans :
~I like pants!!
014. Phone or Camera :
~Phone lah
015. Health Freak :
~Not really. But i still care for me health ok..
016. Drink or Smoke :
~Drink. Like apple juice, 7up, sprite... lol
017. Do you have a crush on someone :
~Yes. Yes i do
018. Eat or Drink :
~Umm, i like stuff
019. Piercings :
~yep
020. Tattoos :
~Never. Did you know they're the sign of the devil?
021. First piercing :
~I think when im 10. All i know is that it was on my birthday ^^
022. First Best Friend :
~Uh, omg, i forgot! But one of them is Wilson. Same school as me now
023. First Award :
~If you talking medals, Got 3 during Standed 1 during Sports day ^^
024. First Pet :
~ Australian Silky Terrier named Sunshine... Got attacked by stray dogs and... *sob*
025. First Big Vacation :
~KK!! (Kota Kinabalu) it was awesome!
026. First Big Birthday :
~I dun remember...
Currently
027. Eating :
~Eating a buffet dinner at my house lol. glad you asked
028. Drinking :
~Syrup and water and saliva
029. I'm about to :
~put a piece of chicken in my mouth
030. Listening to :
~nothing at the moment
034. Plans for today :
~No plans. And my day is already half gone..
035. Waiting for :
~School to re-open. Yes im excited bout that ^^
Future
036. Want kids ?
~I guess. But after i hear all those mothers talking about giving birth to one.. Maybe i'll reconsider
037. Want to get married ?
~Why dyou wanna know these things?
038. Careers in mind ?
~I was kinda thinking of being a vet. Although im not entirely sure yet. And im not copying Kat ok..
Which is the better in the boy/girl you like?
039. Lips or Eyes ?
~Definately eyes! But who am i to say, my eyes are so bleh
040. Shorter or Taller ?
~You can find a guy that's taller than me anywhere!
041. Romantic or Spontaneous ?
~UH
042. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms ?
~Body doesn't count for me =.=
But i wouldn't like a guy that's wayy fat ok
043. Sensitive or Loud ?
~Fun
044. Hook-up or Relationship ?
~Relationship la
045. Trouble Maker or Hesitant ?
~I dunno. really
Have you ever..
046. Lost glasses or contacts :
~Nope! But most ppl i know they always drop it in da toilet bowl xD
047. Ran away from home :
~No. that'll be stupid
048. Held a gun/knife for self defence :
~Self defence from what in the first place?
049. Killed somebody :
~I'll be in hell right now if i did
050. Broken someone's heart :
~Im...not sure
051. Been arrested :
~Nope. Im not problematic ok
052. Cried when someone died :
~DUH OF COURSE
053.Kissed anyone:
~My parents xD
Do you believe in...
054. Yourself :
~Most of the time
055. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now ?
~Yeah
056. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now ?
~umm, 50/50
057. Do you believe in God ?
~Yes!!
058. Post as 58 truths and tag 10 people:
JoYi
Cait
Mun ee
Marie
Wee chien
5 ppl oni lah.. ^^
.::58 Truths::.
001. Real Name
~Zoe Kuek Ian Yi. Awesome eh~ haha
002. Nickname(s) :
~Ian Yi(by everybody),Ducky(by Haritha =.=), Zoe(by most people)
003. DOB :
~4 March 1995 (sheesh this tag is so pushy)
004. Zodiac Sign :
~I don't believe in these things and i think the ppl who made it should go and die
005. Male or Female :
~Female
006. Elementary :
~Uh, is elementary school kindergarden? If it is, then it's Da Salvation Army
007. Middle School :
~ SKSI!!! (btw, sports day is on 28 March 2009. Better be there~)
008. High School :
~SMK Seri Saujana. Averagely ok with being there for the moment.
009. College :
~Dunno yet. No plans!
010. Hair Colour :
~Brack/blown
011. Long or Short :
~Considered long
012. Loud or Quiet :
~Im normally loud when im with ppl i know very well. Quiet when I dunno what they're talking about
013. Sweats or Jeans :
~I like pants!!
014. Phone or Camera :
~Phone lah
015. Health Freak :
~Not really. But i still care for me health ok..
016. Drink or Smoke :
~Drink. Like apple juice, 7up, sprite... lol
017. Do you have a crush on someone :
~Yes. Yes i do
018. Eat or Drink :
~Umm, i like stuff
019. Piercings :
~yep
020. Tattoos :
~Never. Did you know they're the sign of the devil?
021. First piercing :
~I think when im 10. All i know is that it was on my birthday ^^
022. First Best Friend :
~Uh, omg, i forgot! But one of them is Wilson. Same school as me now
023. First Award :
~If you talking medals, Got 3 during Standed 1 during Sports day ^^
024. First Pet :
~ Australian Silky Terrier named Sunshine... Got attacked by stray dogs and... *sob*
025. First Big Vacation :
~KK!! (Kota Kinabalu) it was awesome!
026. First Big Birthday :
~I dun remember...
Currently
027. Eating :
~Eating a buffet dinner at my house lol. glad you asked
028. Drinking :
~Syrup and water and saliva
029. I'm about to :
~put a piece of chicken in my mouth
030. Listening to :
~nothing at the moment
034. Plans for today :
~No plans. And my day is already half gone..
035. Waiting for :
~School to re-open. Yes im excited bout that ^^
Future
036. Want kids ?
~I guess. But after i hear all those mothers talking about giving birth to one.. Maybe i'll reconsider
037. Want to get married ?
~Why dyou wanna know these things?
038. Careers in mind ?
~I was kinda thinking of being a vet. Although im not entirely sure yet. And im not copying Kat ok..
Which is the better in the boy/girl you like?
039. Lips or Eyes ?
~Definately eyes! But who am i to say, my eyes are so bleh
040. Shorter or Taller ?
~You can find a guy that's taller than me anywhere!
041. Romantic or Spontaneous ?
~UH
042. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms ?
~Body doesn't count for me =.=
But i wouldn't like a guy that's wayy fat ok
043. Sensitive or Loud ?
~Fun
044. Hook-up or Relationship ?
~Relationship la
045. Trouble Maker or Hesitant ?
~I dunno. really
Have you ever..
046. Lost glasses or contacts :
~Nope! But most ppl i know they always drop it in da toilet bowl xD
047. Ran away from home :
~No. that'll be stupid
048. Held a gun/knife for self defence :
~Self defence from what in the first place?
049. Killed somebody :
~I'll be in hell right now if i did
050. Broken someone's heart :
~Im...not sure
051. Been arrested :
~Nope. Im not problematic ok
052. Cried when someone died :
~DUH OF COURSE
053.Kissed anyone:
~My parents xD
Do you believe in...
054. Yourself :
~Most of the time
055. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now ?
~Yeah
056. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now ?
~umm, 50/50
057. Do you believe in God ?
~Yes!!
058. Post as 58 truths and tag 10 people:
JoYi
Cait
Mun ee
Marie
Wee chien
5 ppl oni lah.. ^^
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Projects stinks...
Projects are too stressing... haha. Im not saying that cause im lazy or anything but.. It's just interfering with my regular daily work like sleeping or laying around the house...
It's just that it's so ma fan we have discussions her discussions there and they all end in a fight or something... It's sooo not "merapatkan"-ing our friendship. I mean, for all group work that's suppose to happen right? But this group is SO not like that. But i still love my group ok ^^"
I
Heart
My
Group
!!
And marie, pls dun get stressed up about being da leada and all but, it is your job to boss us around xD. And i hope all the fights will decrease in number ok... Joyi, you are a great help to the group and thank you very much for doing better in my job than i do.... =__=
It's just that it's so ma fan we have discussions her discussions there and they all end in a fight or something... It's sooo not "merapatkan"-ing our friendship. I mean, for all group work that's suppose to happen right? But this group is SO not like that. But i still love my group ok ^^"
I
Heart
My
Group
!!
And marie, pls dun get stressed up about being da leada and all but, it is your job to boss us around xD. And i hope all the fights will decrease in number ok... Joyi, you are a great help to the group and thank you very much for doing better in my job than i do.... =__=
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Yesterday's tomorrow
Might as well write it now since it's da first thing i thought of... =.=
So anyways...
Today when me and Queenie went to da canteen, i had to find a place to sit lar. and... I kinda accidentally sat at da gangster's side of da table without noticing... ^^" lol. I didn't even know. And i think 1 of da girls there was kinda looking at me and i was like, dun care~. Then phui yee passed by and said "wah ian yi you so brave eh~~" and i was like, huh?? But.. luckily queenie was there and told me to move it. Thank god... After all that she told me that normally the gangsters 'rule' that side of da table and yes, now only i knew that. Lol, im so outdated!!!
Oh yea btw, thank you Queenie~ xD
So anyways... xD
I told Joyi mayb i was gonna blog about this... So i did! Joyi has been saying some really weird thihngs that sounded soo wrongggg... xD
example:
joyi: hey should he(her sketch of a guy's head) be wearing a cap or a hoodie?
me: dunno. I prefer a hoodie.
joyi: oh well, i should draw something different from what i usually do. Nah i should draw him with nothing on~~
me: ..... *slightly gonna burst out laughing*
joyi: ok that sounded wrong... 0.0
lol, im so lame.... XD
\Science -98
/Geo -94
\Maths -92
/Moral -90
\BI -84
/Seni -83
\KH -79
/Sejarah-76
\Pjk -74
/Sivik -70
\BM -68
/Geo -94
\Maths -92
/Moral -90
\BI -84
/Seni -83
\KH -79
/Sejarah-76
\Pjk -74
/Sivik -70
\BM -68
So anyways...
Today when me and Queenie went to da canteen, i had to find a place to sit lar. and... I kinda accidentally sat at da gangster's side of da table without noticing... ^^" lol. I didn't even know. And i think 1 of da girls there was kinda looking at me and i was like, dun care~. Then phui yee passed by and said "wah ian yi you so brave eh~~" and i was like, huh?? But.. luckily queenie was there and told me to move it. Thank god... After all that she told me that normally the gangsters 'rule' that side of da table and yes, now only i knew that. Lol, im so outdated!!!
Oh yea btw, thank you Queenie~ xD
So anyways... xD
I told Joyi mayb i was gonna blog about this... So i did! Joyi has been saying some really weird thihngs that sounded soo wrongggg... xD
example:
joyi: hey should he(her sketch of a guy's head) be wearing a cap or a hoodie?
me: dunno. I prefer a hoodie.
joyi: oh well, i should draw something different from what i usually do. Nah i should draw him with nothing on~~
me: ..... *slightly gonna burst out laughing*
joyi: ok that sounded wrong... 0.0
lol, im so lame.... XD
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