A 2009 song~ i think.

Avril Lavigne - Innocence
Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

-Chorus-
This innocence is brilliance
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

-Bridge-
It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry.

Yeah 2009 song..(?) Ya know, when i first heard this song i fell in lurve with it straight away. (thank euu Mun!!) And, it also reminded me of last year. I really felt what the lyrics wus talkin about. |D
But it sucks when reality starts hitting ur face haha~
And whenever i listened to this song, it always gave me that feeling of peace, even just for a little while, and it felt goood.
Today i tried it again, but it didn't work anymore. And this may confuse you but,

I'm glad it didn't.

If this post makes no sense, good on you! :D

Exposé

Don't ask. I'm just feeling sooo exposed right now...

Anyways, i'm gonna be goin on a blog hiatus (like i'm not already on 1 xD)

(completely pointless post hahahaa *shot*)

Namesake

Well i don't know exactly what the title means. but let's focus on the 'name' part...

My sis was randomly going through Urban Dictionary and did you know you could look up your name??
So yea im copying her and doing that too xD (dunkillme)

The thing about urbandictionary.com is that they don't give you a direct meaning. Well from what i learn la so far. If im wrong just correct me i never used that site till today... eheh.
After alotta different meanings from different people, i noticed alotta Zoe's are bitches ._.
Like here's an example:

"Pyshco bitch from hell. Also a slut who wants an alien baby. Shes willing to sleep with any guy around but cant get any smart ones because they know she has millions of stds."

eg. Ew that skank is zoe.

Uh huh...

Well there's some good ones too at least =/
I feel bad just for having that name now. I really hope im not one of those people @.@

There's also weird definitions for it like:

"A zoe is the street name for an ounce of weight. It is the abbreviated Oz. backwards with an "e" at the end."

eg. How much for a half zoe?

xD

hehehee half zoe...
So... yea there's no real definition for our names huh?
Ok im kinda done here. I also found some other names =D

Kelly

The most wonderful girl I will ever meet, she's pretty, smart, kind, funny....I could go on forever! I love her and she doesn't even know it...Definately the coolest person in the world.

"See her? That's Kelly she's the coolest person ever!"

Caitlen

A fine ass chick. Aka "hot stuff"

Damn! That Caitlen is a fine piece of ass. (the only thing that came out. sowwy xD)

Cheryl
A person of true beauty. A girl with such a kind personality that anyone will simply fall in love with. A Cheryl will help anyone out without hesitation. They have trusting blue eyes and large bussoms. (sorry, i keep on thinking your name is Monique ^^")

Katherine

An angel, a princess, your boo, someone special to you, and a perfect person.

you're such katherine.

Marie
marie is a french sexy lady who normally does crazy stuff out of the ordinary which usually makes people laugh. She is very entertaining.

look at marie, she's standing on the table with a weird hat on and shades while talking to these hot guys.

Kimberly

A sweet compassionate girl that finds the beauty in everything. She is always willing to give a helping hand. Everyone loves her as soon as they meet her. Tends to be very sexy and confident.

Going on a mission trip to Ukraine is such a Kimberly thing to do.

Don't kill me if you hate it >< -hides- You should try it out it's fun~ =D

Zapple

was edited from this! (see below~)

lol, im hopeless.

Ms paint noob

Yea so, i've been playing with microsoft paint more often than before now. And... cause im too chicken to post it on DeviantArt i decided to post it here!
Actually it's just 2 drawings xD

Well uh, the black & white 1 has no name. The name Cameron keeps coming back but i don't think it's perfect for her ><.. i shall call her -StareEyes- for fun~ 8D
She does look a bit scary... Gotta work on expressions...

Truth to be told, i love this one so much! It came out better than expected, cos i was like, doing this since 1 am till 3+ am... i keep on editting ok! =.=
Oh yea, i call this -Skittles- :D taste the rainbow~

Hmm that's about it. Yes it is a good idea to NOT post it on dA right...

I have a touchy issues...

I'ts alive! My blog's alive!! *brushes off cobwebs*

Not much people are blogging nowadays... i wonder why.
Well for me it's cause,
-Nothin' interesting to say
-Lazy
-Ok, totally ran outa ideas. SEE?

Oh yea, my topic. Well, for those people who don't really know me or at least, don't sit around to me in school, i noticed i have this annoying habit of prodding people xD
Izit normal? i mean, i only do that to call them so i think it's pretty normal right?
But neverdaless, it shall stop cause c'mon, invading people's personal space here...

Small reference

No i don't have so much free time on my hands! (well, maybe.. but you cant prove anything!)
I decided to try summarizing history, you know. but i took so much time to draw and everything i just gave up on that =,=
So i just did 1 subtopic 8D
This 1's about... nvm it's already written there.

Oh yeah, for those who still didn't know... MATHS ONI UNTIL CHAP 1-7! NOT 10!
That pn. chong la! ish!! she totally made us pressure on an extra 3 chapters! that's it, i no semangat for maths anymore...

These past few days

This is just a quick update on what's been going on on my side lately. It ain't a lot... sad.

Well, i've learned...

- Every second friggin counts. Had to stand during perhimpunan just cos i was literally 1 second late. They show NO merceh...

- Caterpillars can shed their skin if they wanted to... o_O

- Love IS blind. Ok, not love lar... After the liking-ness is over, you'll start banging ur head while saying "Him? Seriously??" Im gonna be open here and say, i used to have a crush on... some-guy-in-the-same-class-as-me-sitting-in-front-of-toot. :D

- Like in Facebook, you can make a stray dog follow you by looking them in the eyes. So cool.

- Choir is fun. When Anna comes! :D

Yeaaa pretty much updated till today. They're not exactly updates just lessons. i think. Anyways, nothin much to talk about >_< ...

[EDITTED A FEW MINUTES LATER]

People have been playing the rating game in school for quite awhile. lol, i just remembered. My school is like going through phases...

Last last week, some1 brought a wordsearch book to school (you know, that game when we have to search for words?) And it is strangely addictive (hey dun blame us, nth really happens at class =/)
Suddenly other people started playing it too. Haha, it's like a virus. A very, lame virus.

Then the next week, everything just stopped. Nobody played it anymore. I didn't even notice till Haritha pointed it out. Then that week was like, Truth or Dare week :D

Up to this week, rating loh. It's not fair, how come gals and guys rate girls but WE dun rate guys =~= Ah well.

Hmm.

When i look back at my post, i feel like im in Primary school ^^"

Whut's going on?

It feels like time's slowing down... o.o

Sorry, not a real post xD i honestly have nothin bloggable at the moment.

Hmm, except i found this cool neverbeforeseenbymebutthoughti'veseenbefore caterpillar!! badabing!
Lol, me sucha weirdo no? it better turn into a butterfly and not a moth ==

nigahiga had alotta new vids 0.o either that or i found out late la... so i've been on a nigahiga spree for a few days xD my favourite 1 was about skitzo : valentine's day. go check it out yerself i lazy post it here...

see? nth much bloggable. i shall put a pic of me caterpillar for remembrance before it flies away~ *sniff*

It says nick garbutt (lol, garbutt...) cos it's not really MY caterpillar. see, my cam is a ***** and the card reader cant read the card anyway so... yea.

i wonder how much is a new camera...

To: Ya

Are you desperate?
Seriously don't you have other people around to bother?
Ya know you're the reason why i try appearing off all da time...
But i can't do that all the time see. Cause there's this group on msn when you have to appear online to chat.
MUST YOU MSG ME EVERYTIME I GO ONLINE!?
you need to give people a break from you!
you think people are busy, they're AVOIDING you.
People block you.
I dunno why i don't.
When im not online, you'll sms.
You wanna chat 24/7 izit??? Talk to your plants la!

Okeh i be honest here....
You're kinda irritating.


And gay.


And thick-skinned.


I'm so glad he don't know my blog.

Cheerleadin'

Ok as i promised, here's da rumah kuning cheerleading. It was awesomeee! xD Im not saying the others aren't la, they rock too okeh! =D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BxjVLQuxPYI

Sorry, i cant seem to upload the vid atm so... here's the crappy link! ^^" ill get it right when i figure out how to xD Scratch that, IF i figure out how to...

[EDIT]
Ok! figured out how to! Thank you Terance! =3

Me lesson for today...

Today i decided not to go to Sports Day cause i thought hey, no point right? nothin to do there oso... Then i realised... Staying at home makes no difference =_=

I seriously need to get a life xD But on the other hand...

!!RUMAH KUNING WON 2ND PLACE!!
And 1st place in Cheerleadin ;D

Soooo regretting that i missed it all! Ah well, that's what youtube's for ;) Gonna upload it when or if i find the clearest...

Oh yes, the lesson: Sheesh! Think about doing or in this case, NOT doing somethin before you regret!! *knocks head*

The shower post (it's short)

Sorry, just loved the pic so much xD

Who else bathes in cold water nowadays? It's so refreshing! especially with the weather like that now.
Im sure im not the only one blogging about the weather.
Stupid global warming... ==
OK back to showers!

Did you know cold showers are good for you? It actually has loads of benefits:

1. Good for your skin- Warm water opens the pores and cold water closes em. So after you washed up, it's best to close em up again wit cold water. It also reduces swelling and helps wit those dark circles around the eyes! (this is so handy for me)

2. Hair more healthy- Cold water makes ur hair look healthier and shinier~ 8D It also helps in slowing down overall hair loss.

3. Better circulation- This one needs to switch between hot and cold numerous times so blah wit it.

4. Mental benefits (im sure all of you nee- WANT this)- "The ancient samurai warriors used to pour buckets of cold river water on their heads every morning in a Shinto practice called Misogi. They believe that it cleansed their spirit and helped start a new day & new adventure fresh." (copied directly). No wonder they can move so fast la... It also obviously wakes you up in da morn, but i don't do this in the wee morning. Tried once, never doing it again *shivers*

But the key is to not torture yourself *unless you're a sick masochist*

*reads article again* oh. ohhhh. it says Use cold water at the END of your showers. My bad ^^"

(rujukan dari http://www.ineedmotivation.com/blog/2008/04/4-reasons-why-you-need-to-take-cold-showers/)

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Oh! since im at it, let's share this post with a little wish:-
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MYSELF! lol~

happy birthday to me~
i like to watch Glee!
tomato taste like suck~
happy birthday to me!

No time to make it rhyme properly, sorry xD
I would like to give a big warm hug and thanks to those people who wished me today and to that person who gave me gifts, you're overly kind ^^
And also to the person who gave meh the blue puff, thanks but please tell me who you are!! =S

Da secret of Da acre

That was what i bought in Ipoh in a 3 for RM10 deal 0.0

Yea wasn't so worth it.
But it looks promising right~?
Now i know why i didn't know about the show be4 ><.
The show wasnt that bad la but maybe cause i was reeeally desperate that day (boredom attack like gila)
The story was mostly about pride and how it destroys us and the girl was a moon princess and she was gonna save their world or somethin like that... Credits to the story, but it wasn't so well directed... (same director as Golden Compass and Bridge to Terabithia 0.o)
Everything was... weird. Or mayb i wasnt paying attention to it much la XD
Anyways! the only reason why i liked the show is cause of the guy!! eeee!! He was the bad guy of the story at 1st, then he turned good cos he liked that stupid princess girl... dun google him, you'll say he look like suck. lol.
i admit, weird guys attract me. well, some ><.
There's also another cover for the movie... but it's not the main cover (but it's way better than the top 1 no? xP)
(i used to call it Secret of the Monarc xD
the words weren't clear on the cover)

The OY update

Dedicated to my good friend and ever annoying sista, Cait Foo.


Whaaat?? It was a promise...

Quizfarm

I got this at Anni's blog xD was bored (was interested actually) and i go tried it out! This is mah result...

You Scored as Musical/Rhythmic learner

You like to: Sing, hum, listen the music, play an instrument and move to the music. You highlight in: Singing, recognizing sounds, remembering melodies, notice rhythms and tones and maintaining the time. You learn better: When listening music, rhythms, melodies and songs. You can improve your weakest areas too. Want to know how? There are many articles on Internet: http://www.google.com/search?q=Multiple+Intelligences

Musical/Rhythmic learner

79%

Visual/Spatial learner

74%

Corporal/Kinesthetic learner

68%

Logical/Mathematical Learner

65%

Intrapersonal learner

58%

Verbal/Linguistic learner

56%

Naturalist learner

51%

Interpersonal learner

48%

Wanna try it out? Juz to warn you, the quiz is friggin long and i know you'll get tired of it eventually. For me is different case kk xD
Here's da linky:
http://quizfarm.com/quizzes/new/profesorrod/8-multiple-intelligences-test/index.php

(i wonder how do people change the links into other words like "click here" and stuff. help. blog noob here...)

Daily routine

The End.

Everything seems so bliss... weird.

....Staring at the blank page....
Oh, it's not blank no more.

ok hmm... Choir is nice! Now that we have new members, loads and loads of new members, I just feel like this is gonna be a good year =)
Apparently im the unofficial back-up pianist... not good. i cant take the tension! seriously. i get too nervous which makes me blank out @@ Jas helppp! ==

School's great. sorta. There's 1 teacher that's especially nice and funny, Cik Nurul Aima~ haha. She makes Sivik so fun. better than Pn. Latipah ^^"

I hope i won't/will have to change class. All i want is to hav friends there really. Belian looks so fun!! == At least Cheok's there =3 for now...

hmm, what else? everybody says 2009 never happened. Kinda true la... I can barely remember what happened (not really)

Im just glad this year's off to a great start. It always does anyway. the real drama happens in the middle... -bracing myself-

Nursery Rhyme

The Pauper's Drive

There's a grim one-horse hearse in a jolly round trot;
To the churchyard a pauper is going, I wot;
The road it is rough, and the hearse has no springs,
And hark to the dirge that the sad driver sings: --
"Rattle his bones over the stones;
He's only a Pauper, whom nobody owns!"

Oh, where are the mourners? alas! there are none; --
He has left not a gap in the world now he's gone;
Not a tear in the eye of child, woman, or man; --
To the grave with his carcase as fast as you can;
"Rattle his bones over the stones;
He's only a Pauper, whom nobody owns!"

What a jolting and creaking, and splashing and din!
The whip, how it cracks! and the wheels how they spin!
How the dirt, right and left, o'er the hedges is hurl'd!
The Pauper at length makes a noise in the world!
"Rattle his bones over the stones;
He's only a Pauper, whom nobody owns!"

Poor Pauper defunct! he has made some approach
To gentility, now that he's stretch'd in a coach;
He's taking a drive in his carriage at last;
But it will not be long, if he goes on so fast!
"Rattle his bones over the stones;
He's only a Pauper, whom nobody owns!"

You bumpkin! who stare at your brother convey'd,
Behold what respect to a cloddy is paid,
And be joyful to think, when by death you're laid low,
You've a chance to the grave like a gemman to go.
"Battle his bones over the stones;
He's only a Pauper, whom nobody owns! "

But a truce to this strain, -- for my soul, it is sad,
To think that a heart in humanity clad,
Should make, like the brutes, such a desolate end,
And depart from the light without leaving a friend!
Bear softly his bones over the stones;
Though a Pauper, he's one whom his Maker yet owns!

-Traditional Nursery Rhyme

I like this poem xD

Procrastinating resolutions...

...by a tag!! :D credits to sis~

A. You prefer ...

1. Alcohol or Mineral Water ~ Water. i just found out mineral water has no minerals. i din know after all this time... lol
2. Blue or Pink ~ Blue cause there's no green =P
3. Hot Guys or Cool Guys ~ This is tough. none of them in my league so bla
4. Good Looks or Brains ~ a lil of both pls? xD
5. Taylor Swift or Taylor Lautner ~ Do i really have to choose?? ><
6. Friends or Loved Ones ~ Loved ones who also includes friends. haha, bonus question
7. "Baby" or "Dear" ~ uh, Baby i guess

B. Your/You kind of guy :

1. Alcoholic or Non-alcoholic ~ Non-Alcoholic.
2. Good or Bad ~ Good!
3. Brave or Cute ~ Cute ^^
4. Tall or Short ~ taller than me can di. which is almost, everyone? xD
5. T-shirt or Suit ~ t-shirt. i wear lots of that too...
6. Coat or Leather Jacket ~ Coat i guess
7. Sunnies or Spectacles ~ spectacles =P
8. Caring or Rich ~ Caring la
9. Kisses or Hugs ~ cuddly hugs~
10. Romantic ~ yaya

C. Your Daily Activities :

1. After Breakfast ~ go to school
3. During School ~ hmm, laugh wif fwens and trying to stay awake ><
4. After school ~ tv! and sometimes com! and piano!
5. Night - com! and tv!
6. Midnight ~ suppose to be sleeping by now
7. Holidays ~ waste my day and regretting it later though i dunno what better things to do

I tag...

-Kat
-Cait
-Mun
-Terance
-Marie
-Kim
-Anna xD

The annual broken promises people call Resolutions

I... will blog tomorrow. maybe. im actually packing my bag halfway now. im still not used to my new bedtime... 11-ish argh ><

Metrojaya incident

I really will neva, eva, forget that incident. trauma moment... ahah

But before that, let's go back to before we took off for Mid Valley ya. Woke up everything skip that. Well, me and sis decided to wear green coincidentally. Then when we came out of the room and BAM whadaya know... My parents were all green too! Yea go green! Then my mom had to say "we're cheok hymm fans!". what the fell?! cch if you're reading this ignore it. xD

I was walking with my sis at the shoes section to buy pants. I was pretty blur that time as always. Lights were too bright there maybe (or mine was abit too dim xD) Then after a while i seem to feel different. Like i was missing something. Then i fely my arm was lighter. I looked. I LOST MY HANDBAG!!

"OH MY GAWD." was what i blurted at that moment. my sis thought i saw my classmate or something, cause it's the same reaction. I started wondering around, eyeing everything without focus (what? i was still blur...) I walked around and admitted to my sis, "i lost my bag."

I bet she was fumed since it was HER bag i borrowed. haha. Then my sis told my parents and then we started searching and searching... My sis kept calling my phone. I don't know whether to be lucky it was in there. Else how would i find my bag? =/

A while after and i started to lose hope. Somebody must've taken it by now. I can't believe i left it on the shoe place's bench... stupid stupid! I couldn't even remember when i took off my bag. My phone was in there my wallet was in there the MOVIE TICKETS WERE IN THERE @__@. I was so pissifying myself. I was praying pleading and praying..

Then i saw the staff workers at the corner and wondered why were there so many at 1 place. I looked and i saw my bag on the shoe table!! The lady was answering the call from my sis. I told them it was my bag and caled my sis who was sitting down just 6-7 feet away. haha.

Im still so glad and surprised that i actually found it. I guess God really does help those in need... Thank you so much God!! muax i love you!

Well that's it. Everything in the bag was safe and sound thank God. Again. I managed to watch Princess and the Frog and mom and dad watched Avatar. Parents dating ahah. The movie was superb! It wasn't like those other Disney Princess movies... Something different. And the songs don't matter DREWWW~ i still liked it *sticks tongue out* =P