Blue bird (by sane)

You looked over at that branch and saw a blue bird. It’s smooth down is still wet and ruffled. Not special, really… It just rained didn’t it? Look closer… You can still see every glistening droplet of water clinging on to the frayed feathers. A drop of liquid rolled down. You laughed at yourself; had you been a second later, you would’ve thought it was crying. You move closer to the poor bird and it still didn’t blink. Those beady black eyes reflect the rainbow in the sky. What an unusual find, you thought as you step away.

The small bird shook its head, droplets flying off. But all the while, keeping a watch over the rainbow. Had it have lips, it would have shown a bitter smile. Like a broken young man with a slim ray of hope in his downcast eyes. The little bird wished he could have sighed. What was up there, above the rainbow? If only I knew…It was too high up, no matter how I flew. I can’t follow my beloved to the place. That place. The one I’ve heard but never seen.

The bird cocked its head to the side. It had just heard a sound. There, whispered the blue bird’s heart, in the bushes. The bird ignored the presence and stared at the vast blue that was the sky. My friends… They have all left without me. Now, all I can do is dream to see them. Maybe someday, I will… Somehow…

You watch as the boy strung his string shot with a pebble. You realize in horror what he was about to do. The bird seemed to be so ignorant of the danger. But it knows, trust me it knows. Some days, I just wish and wish I can see them again. They’ll be there, in the land over the colorful stripes. Yes… I just know it. Where dark clouds can’t touch them, and dangers lie far away. They’re waiting for me.

The boy hesitated for a moment, as the bird looked straight at him with pleading eyes. Do it… Now… He couldn’t understand why the bird didn’t fly away. But soon, he resumed position… The rubber tightened as it was stretched.

If… all my friends… You got up as he took aim.
Made it across that colorful line… You open your mouth, ready to yell.
This way… Then… The boy stuck out his tongue, concentrating.
I’ll go their way to see them… Once more… The bird closed its eyes, ready to welcome the killing shot. Your hand was an inch away from stopping that boy. He released his grasp on the rubber… And you were just a second too late as you watched the bird fall to the ground…

… Like me…

I hope… Whenever you see a blue bird soaring the skies, don’t worry about me. I’ll be there, with my friends… Waiting for you when time and fate calls for… Ready to welcome you home…

End


Hey you know...
I thought my blog was turning too cheery, so i kinda you know, reduced the cheery-ness. ^^
Hope you enjoyed the story. Written by a really talented person... really talented...

Sounds sooo wrong.... =S

Ok... When i say this... What do you think of?~

-I put my leg on her shoulder. We were doing some activity... I started panting. Faster... and faster... It was so painful... And she laughed cause it looks utterly ridiculous.- lol!

It was pjk la... It was one of those stretching exercises, you know(try to bend your leg to touch your head). and it looked sooo wrong when teacher asked us to do it. Oh yeah, and the panting part, i was suffering from the agony of that frickin exercise... like i busted a gut or something ==

Oh yea.. my face was also turning red somehow... lol! that's why joyi was laughin. i think i would have laughed too if there was a mirror around xD (ps Kat... you were sooo lucky you didn't have to do this...)

Anywayss... pjk was fun actually. It was all about stretching and torture. And ya know what, teacher kept on asking me to do the examples... so i was kinda the first to do the exercise. Wow, i guess shortness has some benefits too =P (ps shortest girl in class here!! lol)

Oh, and nothing wrong or horny was going on ok.... dun think senget ah. haha

Nut house

That room is fricking stuffy, and hot, and it can make you go crazy. They keep important stuff in there like files and a computer. DARN YOU BILIK KOKO!!

Ya see, me and Joyi were assigned to a job by Cik Fong for God knows why she chose us to do it. I guess because joyi looks smart enough to handle it and i look dumb enough to accept it. Well for 1 thing.. It sucks! btw, our work is to key-in some koko marks for last year's classes. We're not even paid to do it. That's juz sad. It's like a mon-fri kind of thing until we're done wit keying-in all da classes, and 1 class is hard enough tyvm...

Actually i decided to blog bout it today cause this is da most awkward day of the year(so far). I came early to go for koko but, Cik fong asked us to 'work' today so we had to tell our koko teacher and get our butts kicked.. So we went to see teacher and i dunno why, we waited in line for some reason while teacher's lecturing in front. Then i told joyi this is stupid so we went to the front (ps the waiting was awkward).

Then after all that.. blah blah blah, went back to see Cik fong blah blah blah, had to wait for Cik fong to get attendance for ping pong (ps Cik fong is ping pong teacher). And the waiting was so long which makes us look so weird! Then finally teacher gave us the key( i wonder why we nvr asked for the key in the first place).

So off we go~~
Then in there, it was ok at first, but still troublesome. then we finally done with 1 class! Teacher came in, asked us why we did our own way of keying in the marks(which was confusing for me cause teacher told us to do it that way weeks ago =/). Kept quiet about that.. Then teacher showed us HER way of doing it. Which actually didn't work( i dun think she's good at computer stuff xD). So... We continued doing it our way~ lol

ok, the 2nd class was crazy. There were so many weird names we can't help it but laugh. And the way joyi says it is so funny. haha. After a while we started to go gila gila abit la cause we've been doing it for too long i guess =/ It was so funny! (ps joyi was more gila than me ok)

Wow, i wrote too long adi. Anyways, my point is that today was an awkward day and we actually went gila in the koko room so... Today was fun~~ ^^

Been doing anotha tag somehow 0o

Uh, somehow there seems to be all sorts of tags going around... And this 1 is called...

.::58 Truths::.

001. Real Name
~Zoe Kuek Ian Yi. Awesome eh~ haha

002. Nickname(s) :
~Ian Yi(by everybody),Ducky(by Haritha =.=), Zoe(by most people)

003. DOB :
~4 March 1995 (sheesh this tag is so pushy)

004. Zodiac Sign :
~I don't believe in these things and i think the ppl who made it should go and die

005. Male or Female :
~Female

006. Elementary :
~Uh, is elementary school kindergarden? If it is, then it's Da Salvation Army

007. Middle School :
~ SKSI!!! (btw, sports day is on 28 March 2009. Better be there~)

008. High School :
~SMK Seri Saujana. Averagely ok with being there for the moment.

009. College :
~Dunno yet. No plans!

010. Hair Colour :
~Brack/blown

011. Long or Short :
~Considered long

012. Loud or Quiet :
~Im normally loud when im with ppl i know very well. Quiet when I dunno what they're talking about

013. Sweats or Jeans :
~I like pants!!

014. Phone or Camera :
~Phone lah

015. Health Freak :
~Not really. But i still care for me health ok..

016. Drink or Smoke :
~Drink. Like apple juice, 7up, sprite... lol

017. Do you have a crush on someone :
~Yes. Yes i do

018. Eat or Drink :
~Umm, i like stuff

019. Piercings :
~yep

020. Tattoos :
~Never. Did you know they're the sign of the devil?

021. First piercing :
~I think when im 10. All i know is that it was on my birthday ^^

022. First Best Friend :
~Uh, omg, i forgot! But one of them is Wilson. Same school as me now

023. First Award :
~If you talking medals, Got 3 during Standed 1 during Sports day ^^

024. First Pet :
~ Australian Silky Terrier named Sunshine... Got attacked by stray dogs and... *sob*

025. First Big Vacation :
~KK!! (Kota Kinabalu) it was awesome!

026. First Big Birthday :
~I dun remember...


Currently

027. Eating :
~Eating a buffet dinner at my house lol. glad you asked

028. Drinking :
~Syrup and water and saliva

029. I'm about to :
~put a piece of chicken in my mouth

030. Listening to :
~nothing at the moment

034. Plans for today :
~No plans. And my day is already half gone..

035. Waiting for :
~School to re-open. Yes im excited bout that ^^


Future

036. Want kids ?
~I guess. But after i hear all those mothers talking about giving birth to one.. Maybe i'll reconsider

037. Want to get married ?
~Why dyou wanna know these things?

038. Careers in mind ?
~I was kinda thinking of being a vet. Although im not entirely sure yet. And im not copying Kat ok..


Which is the better in the boy/girl you like?

039. Lips or Eyes ?
~Definately eyes! But who am i to say, my eyes are so bleh

040. Shorter or Taller ?
~You can find a guy that's taller than me anywhere!

041. Romantic or Spontaneous ?
~UH

042. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms ?
~Body doesn't count for me =.=
But i wouldn't like a guy that's wayy fat ok

043. Sensitive or Loud ?
~Fun

044. Hook-up or Relationship ?
~Relationship la

045. Trouble Maker or Hesitant ?
~I dunno. really


Have you ever..

046. Lost glasses or contacts :
~Nope! But most ppl i know they always drop it in da toilet bowl xD

047. Ran away from home :
~No. that'll be stupid

048. Held a gun/knife for self defence :
~Self defence from what in the first place?

049. Killed somebody :
~I'll be in hell right now if i did

050. Broken someone's heart :
~Im...not sure

051. Been arrested :
~Nope. Im not problematic ok

052. Cried when someone died :
~DUH OF COURSE

053.Kissed anyone:
~My parents xD


Do you believe in...

054. Yourself :
~Most of the time

055. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now ?
~Yeah

056. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now ?
~umm, 50/50

057. Do you believe in God ?
~Yes!!

058. Post as 58 truths and tag 10 people:

JoYi
Cait
Mun ee
Marie
Wee chien

5 ppl oni lah.. ^^

Projects stinks...

Projects are too stressing... haha. Im not saying that cause im lazy or anything but.. It's just interfering with my regular daily work like sleeping or laying around the house...

It's just that it's so ma fan we have discussions her discussions there and they all end in a fight or something... It's sooo not "merapatkan"-ing our friendship. I mean, for all group work that's suppose to happen right? But this group is SO not like that. But i still love my group ok ^^"

I
Heart
My
Group
!!

And marie, pls dun get stressed up about being da leada and all but, it is your job to boss us around xD. And i hope all the fights will decrease in number ok... Joyi, you are a great help to the group and thank you very much for doing better in my job than i do.... =__=

Yesterday's tomorrow

Might as well write it now since it's da first thing i thought of... =.=

\Science -98
/Geo -94
\Maths -92
/Moral -90
\BI -84
/Seni -83
\KH -79
/Sejarah-76
\Pjk -74
/Sivik -70
\BM -68

So anyways...
Today when me and Queenie went to da canteen, i had to find a place to sit lar. and... I kinda accidentally sat at da gangster's side of da table without noticing... ^^" lol. I didn't even know. And i think 1 of da girls there was kinda looking at me and i was like, dun care~. Then phui yee passed by and said "wah ian yi you so brave eh~~" and i was like, huh?? But.. luckily queenie was there and told me to move it. Thank god... After all that she told me that normally the gangsters 'rule' that side of da table and yes, now only i knew that. Lol, im so outdated!!!

Oh yea btw, thank you Queenie~ xD

So anyways... xD
I told Joyi mayb i was gonna blog about this... So i did! Joyi has been saying some really weird thihngs that sounded soo wrongggg... xD
example:
joyi: hey should he(her sketch of a guy's head) be wearing a cap or a hoodie?
me: dunno. I prefer a hoodie.
joyi: oh well, i should draw something different from what i usually do. Nah i should draw him with nothing on~~
me: ..... *slightly gonna burst out laughing*
joyi: ok that sounded wrong... 0.0

lol, im so lame.... XD

Half da results...

We got back our results. It wasn't that good... But it was still considered ok ok ^^
I got back Sejarah, Geografy, BI, Seni, Science and Maths today.

ME RESULTS!!
Hoppin to pass with da frying colars no?(Hoping to pass with flying colours right?)

Sejarah= 76 =)
Geo= 94 =D
BI= 84 =)
Seni= 83 =/
Science= 98 =DDD
and finally maths i gots 92 =/

Not bad eh? lol, im so show offy. Well, i hope the other results are better than this... Pray that i could pass BM and Sivik!! hahahaa

Got tagged... again

A.) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.


B.) Tag 10 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.


C.) Continue this game by sending it to other people.


I tag...
-Anyone who's bored right now and has nothing to do

01. What have you been doing recently?
Well, i can tell you that i have NOT been studying cause exams are finally over!! lol

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?

Nope, except if i just found out i have a stalker or something 0.o

03. What had happened at 10.00 am today?

Pressing the snooze button several times

04. When did you last cry?

Well, i actually felt teary yesterday cause i just found out my sejarah results were horrible!

05. Believe in fate/destiny?

Your whole life is yours to fool around with, but leaving this world is everybody's destiny in the end

06. What do you want in your life right now?

Well, for 1 thing, GROWING TALLER. And hoping to get good grades for this monthly test ^^

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?

If i have an umbrella, i'll use the umbrella. If i had a hood, i'll use the umbrella xD

08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?

Truthfully, a boaster ^^. I can do without the pillow actually cause i normally sleep on the boaster

09. What bottom are you wearing now?

short shorts

10.What's the nicest text in your inbox say?

aww, i got lots cause my birthday was 2 days ago. lol. But i'll have to juz choose 1 of em: Sending u a cute bear... (picture of a bear) Wishing you a Happy Birthday full of happiness.. from: Tzen, 4-Mar-09 22:18

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?

well, if i HAD one it would be fun to do so ^^

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?

Uh, no. It kinda only fits me xD

13. What was the last movie you caught?

Uh... I think it's HSM3. The movies ok. It's quite nice ^^

14. What are you proud of?

My fam, my friends, and everything that has made my life worth living for

15. What does the oldest message in your inbox says?

"I coming 7.35" From Kelly C, 25-feb-09 00.02. lol!

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
well, it's The Lion Sleeps Tonight during choir. And it was awesome by the way ;D

17. Do you have any nick names?

i have 1 but it's totally nerdy... Maths queen xD. Dun... say... anything.

18. What does your last received text message say?

It say "hey im doing a tag now and it's driving me up the wall with all these questions about my text messages..." lol. jkjk

19. What time did you go to bed last night?

about.. 1 something

20. Are you currently happy?

Umm, yea. Sure. If this tag wasn't as long as it is =.=

21. Who gives you best advice?

My friends and sometimes my sis but that's very seldom

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?

If i had whipped cream in a can i would do that whenever i could ^^

23.Who did you talk on phone last night?

No one. I dun really talk on da phone unless it's something important

24. Is anyone bugging you right now?
Are you counted?

25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?

Joyi and Kat bugging me to kick 'him' outa the conversation in MSN. And nigahiga on Youtube too xD

26. Do you wear toe socks?

Nope. But i do have a pair in my drawers and they looks so nice to wear xD

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?

Marie when i was in tuition yesterday... Luckily my phone was in silent mode

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?

Well, yeah. once...

29. Who annoys you most in a person?

I dun really get this question and neither does the person who tagged me

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?

Shhhhh.... ^^

31. Have you ever done cocaine?

Umm, no.. And i dun think i ever will cause i juz found out what cocaine is juz now...

32. What is the colour of your room?

Whitish white... And i kinda drew my name on it above my bed. So it's kinda colourful on 1 side xD

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?

No. I'd be tempted but no.. no. A billion dollars won't save you from hell ^^

34. Do you believe in the saying of: talk is cheap?

The words that comes out is what really matters...

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?

Umm... me. Duh~ These questions are so curious...

36. Who was the last person to hug you?

I'd have to say my dad. i always hug him be4 i go sleep ^^

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?

Don't think I've kissed anyone before in that matter...

38. Do you have a life?

Well, I dunno~

39. Have you ever think someone died,when they really didn't die?

In movies, of course! In reality, no... That'll be so rude.. xD

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?

I dun have a profile song but... If i did, it won't mean anything

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?

Uh... i didn't dream of anybody. I think. How would i remember?!

42. Last time you smiled?

about, 00:07:37 from now ^^

43. Have you changed this year?

Some of my friends say DUH~~ and some say, i remain the same 0.o

44. What are you listening right now?

Lady Gaga- Poker face. New ultimate favourite song~

45. Are you talking to someone when you're doing this?

No...

46. Do you walk with your eyes opened or closed?

Open. But it'll be so cool if i could walk wit eyes closed =D

47. Is there a quote you live by?

I have lots of quotes. But i dun follow most of them ^^"

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?

Yeah~ It's just so sad right?

49. Have you ever played an instrument?

Piano, keyboard, violin and guitar. hey, i didn't say that i could play it nicely right~

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?

Thinking that i could actually get good grades in this exam by cramping on it all night... =.=

51. What are you doing last night at 11 pm?

uh... I think i was watching youtube

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?

It sucks...

53. What song best describe your love life?
I guess it'll be "im just a girl with a crush on you" by Britney Spears ^^"

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?

No, or at least i dun think so

55. Who always make you laugh?

Friends and family. Always

56. Do you speak other language other than English?

yeah, but im horrible at languages...

57. Favourite website(s)?

www.youtube.com, or any other websites that makes me laugh

58. What's your middle name?

Does Kuek Ian make any sense?

59. What are you doing tomorrow?

Sleep till 1 and relaxing from all the pressure from this week

60. What do you think you are like?

Very blurr, forgetful, stupid, and horrible at making conversations =.=

61. Who will you choose to die with?

I won't say the love of my life although i dun even know him yet...

62. Where have you been today?

school and home!

63. What game do you play often?
Im not a gaming kind of person... Im an MSN kinda person xD

64. Who are you missing right now?
all me friends~ won't be seeing them till tuesday...

65. If you have to choose between friend and love, which will you choose?

this is confusing because i love my friends...

66. What are you doing right now?

This freakin tag!

67. Which primary school are you from?

SKSI! The awesomest school of chaos and the most empty school i've ever seen

68. Name 3 colours that you like?

Purple, white and black

69. What emotion you like to show?

the happyness of seeing other people being happy

70. What is your life to you?

A piece a gem that hasn't been polished yet

71. If you have something troubling you,what will you do?

emo the whole day of juz let it all out to a friend

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?

Katherine, the tagger who tagged me =.=

73. Who do you admire most?

Most of my friends, and the people who has a syok life...

74. Which month are you born in?

-March-

75. How are you feeling right now?

The feeling of knowing you have 25 more questions to go is not very good...

76. What is the time now?

2 minutes to 2.00 am

77. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?

Katherine... Kind of person? An easily pissed, mature person... (copyright from Joyi)

78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
Didn't dye my hair. But if i did, mayb brownish brunette. I like brunette ^^

79. Why are you doing this test?

You know, i have no idea...

80. What do you do when you're moody?

Emo... and i won't be very chatty. But who can tell the difference xD

81. At which age you wish to get married??

I dunno. As long as he's the 1, i guess i dun really care.

82.Who is more important to you?

My friends and family la! Sheesh!

83. If today is the last day of your life,what will you do?

Wah, uh, i would tell that person my feelings xD. And if it really wasn't my last day in the end, suicide @_@

84. Who is the person you trust the most?

Shhhhh ^^

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?

What dyou mean 'believe'? I saw 1 with my own eyes before! But if you mean in life, then i would say: The heavier the rain, The brighter the rainbow will be in the end ^^"

86. If you have a dream come true,what would it be?

I dunno... really

87. What is your goal for this year?
To have the best year of my life!

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
Yes of course!

89. What feeling do you love most?

I'd have to say... Happyness ^^

90. Do you really think it's global warming now?

Yeah! duh! So panas nowadays~

91. What feeling do you hate the most?

Jealousy and anger. Could lead to destruction you know xD

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?

Heck yeah! Without it, life will suck...

93. Do you believe in God?

Absolutely heck yeah!!

94. Who cares for you most?

My family! =)

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

F and F... I've said it alot of times already...

96. What will you bring when you fight?

Uh, i dun wanna fight~~

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
Lots of stuff.. I dun wanna remember

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?

Wow, that sucks... what did i do?

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?

Break up with him be4 he breaks up with me...

100. How do you feel now?
Feeling so tired and pissed and i feel like i've wasted alot of time doing this!! =.=

Road less travelled

Haizz... I dun really know what's this post about. It juz came to me so.. I juz write lah xD. Well, you know those times when you dun feel like you belong, im kinda feeling that nowz. I mean, i dun even know what's going on inside me anymore... Gosh, im so confused. And you know what, i dun even know what the problem is! LOL. Sorry, you can stop reading now. There's something wrong with me... xD

ps, i know the pic is not a fork road, but i just like it ^^